i'm stupid

i feel so dumb, i haven't been able to access the internet because my computer wasn't working. i would turn on the tower to my computer but my monitor/screen to my computer would just stay black and wouldn't turn on. i must've hit a button on my screen to turn the screen off and i forgot that i turned it off. i haven't been able to access the internet because my computer screen stayed black and i must've accidentally just turned the screen off. today when my grandma and mom came to pick me up for the weekend, my grandma told robin (the site manager of the living program that i'm in) about it not working and robin asked if the screen was on and she discovered that was the problem. i figured out one of my main latest problems. i feel stupid, i knew it had to be something simple.
we went christmas shopping today and i think that i got all of my shopping done with. i feel like my grandma expected to buy more for me from aeropostale especially but i was too busy looking for something to buy my brother that i didn't even really look for myself. i did find a grey sweatsuit at aeropostale that my mom got for me. i should buy my cousin's two kids something, i'll probably just buy two little toys for both of them.